A repeat of last year's resolution....

So, I ended last year at a whopping 12st 4lbs. I'm so big now that my friends have been asking if I'm pregnant. My breasts are huge and unfortunately so is my stomach. My grand ma said she was certain I was pregnant. I've always had a small waist so I think the added belly has been a big surprise to every one.

I hate how fat I am and yet at the start of the year, I was still in holiday mode and carried on eating as I had done the year before.

Tomorrow I start on my diet push. I've decided to keep my carb intake down and will only eat carbs for breakfast and lunch. Dinner will be grilled chicken or fish with veg. As horrid as this sounds, I'm desperate to finish the ice cream in the freezer. May as well since I'm not going to eat it again for the force able future. I'm not a big ice cream eater. I normally only buy it when it's on offer. Screw it, I'm going for it and I'll deal with the guilt tomorrow by jogging.